I've been crying for an hour now. I need to get new friends. My folks woke me up to reality, and it's scary. Or maybe I'm making too much of a big deal about life in general. I'm glad I got the current friends that I have, but I need more friends that actually live in my area... I dunno. My mind's too screwed up to set things straight for myself. Or maybe I'm just too worried about Unipeg, Spider Lily & her sister right now that's getting me emotionally messed up. Lesson learning: take care of yourself first before you try to take care of someone else.