I'm not sure if I've mentioned this here before, but I've decided to move out of my house in June. Of course, there's many things I gotta do in order for it to happen, but I've found a house room to rent in CM. So I'm gonna get more information about it and see if it'll be reasonable by then. I told Suze about this, and she was semi-cool with it. She's mainly worried that I'm not gonna be able to afford the expenses and stuff. But if I do everything to get to this goal, then it might work.
I haven't told my dad yet, and it's gonna be the hardest thing for me to do, since he may not supportive and understanding about the whole thing. But it's time for me to be on my own, and not be under their belt 24/7/365. I'm sick of it and I need and want freedom. They're trying to take me out of America and move to Jamaica with them, and I don't like that idea. I'd rather be closer to my true friends and get something out of my freedom here than move out of the country and still be stuck with my folks. I don't like that. It feels like I'm living in prison.
If things don't go well for me in CM and I'm struggling with expenses and such, Ray and his dad have told me that I can live with them without charge of expenses or anything. We'd have to figure out how they can squeeze me in without my mom finding out, which could be a problem. But it's okay. Either way, I want to be out of the house and free to myself in June.
Alright, back to my speech homework that's been on my plate since last week. It's due tomorrow. :-(