Molly Z (mjz) wrote,
Molly Z

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Missing Al More Than I Had Thought

Work was ok, worked from 10:30am till 3pm. It sure went by kinda fast, but it's ok. OMG I'm missing Al so much, it's crazy. He called me like 3 times today, which is great. I think it takes away the depression that I have. My dad is so damn smart! Earlier before dinner, he noticed that something was wrong with me emotionally and I couldn't tell what it was. When I had realized how much I missed Al was I guess when my depression showed, and he felt so bad for me. But he was there for me, and still is tonight, which is a good thing, I guess. Right now my dad's trying to do the nicest things for me, but for some reason they're really annoying me, and I wish I can do them myself, but i'm just gonna accept the fact that he's being there for me tonight.

My plans for this weekend: Feed Al's cats tomorrow, chill over there and listen to Nickleback on his computer since I don't have it and really want it, read, do hw, and I guess chill for the rest of the weekend.

I'm worried about David's friend, Joe. His parents passed away a few weeks or so ago, and I just hope that he's doing ok. I dunno, if you're interested to find out what happened and all of that stuff, go to David's Journal. I had read about it roughly last week, and ever since then, I've been thinking about how it would be like to lose my dad and where I'd have to go to have someone look out for me until I find out something better or something, I dunno. I feel mixed up right now.

I was gonna talk to Ben (Al's friend) online, but fell asleep on the couch. So now he's probably mad at me and went to bed. I hate that when people do that to me. Usually I don't want to talk to Ben, because he annoys me and stuff, but tonight I wouldn't mind a little regular chat just to say hi. whatever, I guess I'll go to bed. I feel like a loser, for some reason. Anyways, love you much Al, and more laterz.
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