Thursday night I lost it completely after posting my latest entry. Woke up yesterday morning and realized that I had been crying all night long, even in my sleep, it was crazy. Then I took a shower and had shampoo running down my face and eventually got into my left eye and burned, even though it was closed. It burned all day long, but it's better now. The day within itself was stupid, but I got thru it eventually when seeing Al in different parts of the day. I saw him after I got off of work and after he got outta school, and we chilled at Starbucks for an hour or two. Then we went to his house, had dinner, and did hw till sorta late. I finally got back home at about 10pm, and dad wasn't home, which was fine with me. But he got back really late and I was already asleep by 11pm last night.
Al's going away for the weekend for his cousin's Bat Mitvah stuff. So I won't see him for a few days, wihch sucks. I miss him so much right now, and I was suppposed to see him early this morning, but the busfare broke down and I couldn't make it on time to see him before school started. So with that being said, it's bummed me out, but I know that I'll see him when he gets back from his cousin's Bat Mitzvah.
I should scramble on to work, since I have to work from 10:30am till 3pm. I wish I could go back to bed and call the whole day off to myself, I really need a little bit of recovery after this morning's craziness alone. More laterz.