Why two deaths in one month is what I'll be asking myself all week. How am I gonna sleep tonight? I wish I had someone to hug and hold until I fall asleep. But will it happen? No. Not tonight. How am I gonna make it thru the week, especially at work now?!? My life has shattered upon me, and it will take a long time for it to be fixed back to where it was. I can't help but cry, and I feel crappy about crying. But what else am I suppose to do at this very moment?
I don't even know who even bothers reading my journal anyway... I guess not very many. So who cares, right!?!