Molly Z (mjz) wrote,
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Work or no work?

I was gonna write in here last night, but was wiped out from the stupid day yesterday and went to bed early.

Working at the Orthodonist place is a huge torture! I personally cannot stand it, and I'm gonna find maybe a small book store close by, and see if they need help there. I know I may be picky at what job I'd like to do, but I am not going to out up with getting yelled at by coworkers due to forgetting difficult procedures. Yes, I have learning Disabilities, and I have learned that no matter what procedure or type of directions people tell me I have to do, I'm not gonna be able to know it/them the first time around. I realized that I have to see it and hear it several times, depending on the difficulty of the directions or procedure, and then I might be able to try them on my own, roughly. If it's filing papers away, it's easy and I know how to do that. But if it's as hard as knowing what to do with certain dentist equipment/instruments and where they all go, I'm never going to remember how to do it all the first or second time around.

I know this is a whole bunch of babble, but I can't stand people that are impatient and yell at you for almost no reason, when you're trying to do your best at something, and you forget stuff. So I'm gonna put up with this dump until I find something better, then quit. For this week, I'm barely making through the hours of trying to remember stuff at work and do them all and repeat it all within the next hour or two.

Today is the last day of this week that I'm working in this dump, from noon till 4pm. Not sure when I'm getting paid, but it better be this week. A little cash for groceries would be nice.

I've been feeling clogged up in the head, besides it being that time of month again for me. But my throat's been hurting for days, and it really makes it hard for me to eat and even drink something as simple as water. So all of this nonsense is making me extremely moody and impatient within myself. Guess that's not a good thing. So to wrap up this long, obnoxious entry, I'm gonna get ready for work and get ready to be tortured once more. Will write laterz.
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