Molly Z (mjz) wrote,
Molly Z

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Took my stupid Govt final and didn't finish it. I'll get to finish it tomorrow morning, luckily. I'll probably get a 'C' on it and still get a freakin' 'C' in the class, even though I turned in 70 extra credit points to boost my grade, but it's probably not gonna go up that much. Oh well.

I'll be jobless for the first time until january, which sucks because I'm kinda broke and I can't get anyone Christmas presents. I feel real bad about it too, but I need $$ to survive for a few more weeks till I get a job. I can't even get my parents and my borthers and sisters anything... Maybe I'll email them something sweet to make up for it, but it's not going to be the same thing.

I'm still upset with my mom, and I should write her a long letter of why I haven't communicated with her in two weeks, clear things up about getting back my photo album, etc. It's gonna be tough, but I hate not being able to communicate with her without thinking of some issue that has anything to do with her messing up my life somehow. So if I write her a letter soon, maybe it'll help me relax and stop acting like a bitch to some people, and I really appoligize for those people that I may have taken my little anger out to, it's real immature of me, and it's not something I would do all the time.

Christmas and New Years is always tough on me, but it's tougher on me this year. I haven't been able to get into the spirit of it, and with what's going on in Afghanistan and other countries battling a sad, hard war right now, I'm sorry but I'd rather try to do something that would help people that are seriously suffering and make even a little bit of difference, and help them out without getting killed over it. I guess I just don't want to celebrate Christmas this year, too much going on right now. I REALLY wish there wasn't a war going on, it just makes me seriously depressed. Laterz...
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