I had to wake up to more unfortunate things today. I dunno what to trust anymore or WTF is going on. If I seem so damn negative, I apologize. But now I can understand how Spider feels when crap like this happens. I just feel ripped out and stepped on, at this point. If you're wondering what's going on, feel free to email me or call me. All I want is my life back. I hate feeling this negative, but this drama never seems to stop.
Wow I sound like my mother. Not good. I need to sort my own life out, so I can get myself back on track. I hate being down to zero. Yes I may have school and work, but I feel like all of that's ripped out of me too. So I guess I'll just "get over it and deal with it" because that's all I can do.